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Thursday, April 21, 2011

The Circle of TTC

lately, i got many TTC friends which was a relief, not because of the fact that we are all TTCing, nor because i felt relief for others to struggle to have babies of their own , but because it does felt good having support from others. it sure does. supports in which we are constantly reminded that we do have others for strength.

it felt weird talking to those who are not TTCing about how crushed i felt when Aunty Flow come knocking.
or how frustrated i felt looking at FB pictures of their lil babies.
or how irritating it is to hear others talking about pregnancy or their babies.
or simply how jealous i am hearing that she is pregnant or expecting.

will others understand this?
will they?

but having this circle of friends are soothing as we do know how each other felt.
how we long to finally hold our child in our hand.
how many silent prayers we have that we finally could conceive.
how hopeful we are everytime Aunt Flows are late.
how eager we are to check the due date calender every time Aunt Flow are late.
how sensitive we could be just by mentioning the baby topic.

in which, i am grateful for all of you.

for being here,
holding the invisible hands side by side
and for giving me the strength in this bizarre world of TTC

thank you all



Till then,

Posted by antuawe at 3:22 AM
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11 comments:

  1. puanstoberiApril 21, 2011 at 6:22 AM

    yepss..
    *hugs* :)

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  2. DJJ5141April 21, 2011 at 6:26 AM

    :D...

    mahu peluk juga....

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  3. antuaweApril 21, 2011 at 5:20 PM

    hehe. virtual hugs

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  4. AnonymousApril 21, 2011 at 7:09 PM

    hye S..im TTC-ing as well...its just that i still no courage to write d blog..hafta wait till ready..ur AF is regular i believe? so what other simptoms do u have? like me i have tilted uterus..but no period pain or whatsoever :( im also under clomiphene..may i ask which hospital u went for the OP? n u went for vaginal scanning? thanks for sharing :(

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  5. antuaweApril 21, 2011 at 8:20 PM

    hi taper.

    my AF is regular until last year when it suddenly stop (i tot i was pregnant but nahh. the ovum which should shrink, ended up bursting.

    only then i was informed that i also have tilted uterus, which was fixed during the surgery. it was 5in1 procedure, mind u.

    this is my fist time doing clomid.

    i went to klinik pakar wanita medina, wangsa maju. the doc's name is masita. a great woman but i seems to be afraid of her. hoho, ive been terrified of clinics, hospitals and docs ever since the surgery.

    vaginal screening, yes, if it is the procedure when the scanner was inserted into the vagina. im not sure of the name actually.

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  6. AnonymousApril 21, 2011 at 11:51 PM

    hi there tq 4 d reply n sharing info on this..

    is it ok to reply comment wit u here to ask more..im so worried :( means we cannot conceive without doing the surgery to d uterus? do u hv any symptoms b4 like pain during period or BD or what? :( thank u :)

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  7. antuaweApril 22, 2011 at 12:54 AM

    im not sure about that, u should consult ur doc. but from what understood, its not that we cannot conceive, its just the possibilities of concieving is low. but again, go and consult ur doc.

    ive experienced no period pain whatsoever before marriage, but after married, my period was too short and sometimes only for 2days. which i was told due to the hormon changes.

    which hospital do u went to?

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  8. AnonymousApril 22, 2011 at 1:18 AM

    i go to a klinik pakar wanita in subang..will check wit them also soon..tqvm dear :)

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  9. Lady MiraApril 22, 2011 at 1:40 AM

    Nak {HUGS} gak and thanks for being the in the support group too

    P/S - actually kan... i want u to email me ur home/office snail mail address. On the different note, i havent receive ur email add pun

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  10. antuaweApril 22, 2011 at 2:04 AM

    hoho. ye ke. seriusly ive replied ur email. tape, meh try lagik sekalik ok.

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  11. honeylilyApril 22, 2011 at 2:17 AM

    hugs jugak...dikesempatan ini pun nak ucapkan juta2 terima kasih sepecially pada sis irtiyah,lady in the mirror, pnstoberi and to YOU too sebab secara tak langsung kita dah create support group sendiri..we share knowledge, experiences and kata-kata semangat..
    at least, dapat jadi tempat meluah perasaan..
    ;-)

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