though i've proudly announce to the whole world (tru my other blog) that we are currently TTC, the truth was, we had made no effort on the TTC. what i meant by no effort was that no visit to any gynecologist was ever done, meaning no clinically proven that we are infertility.
and why was that?
- my period was regular. never i experienced no AF.
- tho we had been married for 15months, the first 3 month, i was only weekend wife while another 3 months after that, monthly wife ( it hurts having husband whom was always aways-job required). after all those chaotic months, we finally lived together (this was since June 2010).
- none of our family members in both sides ever had issues with infertility.
so, instead of seeking expert's opinion, we simply thought that it was still not our time. HE still thinks we are not ready. qada dan qadar. what we should do, is to be PATIENCE.
I hv to admit that despite of those patience bussiness, i did cried every time AF come knocking. and it made me sad seeing my husband face when i told him"sorry darling, we are not pregnant this month. i'm so sorry".
saying all this and broke down crying at his shoulder.
yeah, we do that a lot.
all that and we finally agreed to see gynecologist this year. to be exact, on march. if we still could not get pregnant ourselves. maybe 2011 could bring good news to us.
furthermore, the last time AF come knocking was 24Dec2010.
24Jan2011- no AF. owh maybe i was a lil bit late.
31Jan2011- still no AF. but it was only 7days late.
9Feb2011- still no AF. and sadly BFN
11Feb2011- finally, a trip to gynecologist
funny how fate could plays us.
(to be continued)
Till then,
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