and y is that?
because,
im having my menses.
so obviously it was no implementation bleeding.
to be honest, i am so fucked up with all this TTC things that i simply dont really care about getting pregnant anymore.
im tired spending precious time and money going to gynea,
im tired to see all expecting mums everywhere i turn,
im tired to deal with the infertility facts,
im tired having people asking me when im getting pregnant,
im tired of all those mocking stares,
im tired,
so damn tired.
yes, i am at that stage now,
because,
im having my menses.
so obviously it was no implementation bleeding.
to be honest, i am so fucked up with all this TTC things that i simply dont really care about getting pregnant anymore.
im tired spending precious time and money going to gynea,
im tired to see all expecting mums everywhere i turn,
im tired to deal with the infertility facts,
im tired having people asking me when im getting pregnant,
im tired of all those mocking stares,
im tired,
so damn tired.
yes, i am at that stage now,
{HUGS}
ReplyDeleteassalam..
ReplyDeletesy juga masih ttc. mmg penat bila usaha kita tidak berjaya dan ada masanya kita give up. Tapi kita perlu ingat sebagai hamba Allah, Dia sahaja yg berkuasa untuk memberikan kita zuriat. Itu hak Dia. Apabila kita marah/merungut, umpama kita menyalahkan Allah. Sy selalu fikir..Allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk hamba-Nya. Sorry jika tidak selesa dgn komen ini.
mira: hugs back.
ReplyDeletecik tipah: paham. bukan menyalahkan/merungut/marah kat Allah, tp kat diri sndrik.
beb..meh nk hug ko byk2!
ReplyDeleteTTC ni mmg tu la cabarannya. penat sgt kan. tp jgn mengalah k :)
You are entitle to that feeling dear... Just let it out of your system...Insya-Allah you'll feel better... Be strong k.. :)
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