ok, entry sedikit tidak berbaur baik.
ive noticed lately, while browsing tru my little TTC circle's blogs, something yg membuat hati sedikit tercuit. tp diam je. then tonight, hati melonjak2 bertanya.
ok, masih igt cite perempuan gile yg sedang pregnant sembur & maki aku kat blog die dlu? dan selamba kate aku anti-pregger people and that aku ni menolak ketentuan Ilahi dengan selamba nk mengata org pregnant? dan dia tak paham camne org ttc benci preggers but wanted so much to be pregnant? (ok, some of the accusations simply doesnt make sense. but her beloved follower pun ikut sama maki aku mcm2. owh, btw, god knows how she poisons our friends' mind in making them believe im anti-pregnant women. as if being ttc isnt enough, she simply made my life hell. bodoh punye pompuan gile!)
and now, she suddenly pop outs out of the blue and comments on some of my TTC friend's blog.
weird much! i tot she simply hated ttc people like us.
ok, adakah hidden agenda dimana-mana?
bukan apa, aku taknak org lain dimaki2 dan diburuk2kan mcm aku.
seyes aku nangis bengkak2 mata time tu.
lagik2 lepas die siap kate aku no-good-woman-whom-mmg-takkan-dapat-baby.
mcm bodoh ok!
some said, it was due to her pregnancy that she change into that beast, tp bagi aku, bila kita dizalimi, berdoalah, sebab doa org dizalimi sgt makbul. dan sejak itu aku tak pernah lupa utk berdoa agar dia diberikan balasan kerana menzalimi aku. (ok, please dont judge me. i was vulnerable then as i am now)
bukan apa, aku taknak org lain dimaki2 dan diburuk2kan mcm aku.
seyes aku nangis bengkak2 mata time tu.
lagik2 lepas die siap kate aku no-good-woman-whom-mmg-takkan-dapat-baby.
mcm bodoh ok!
some said, it was due to her pregnancy that she change into that beast, tp bagi aku, bila kita dizalimi, berdoalah, sebab doa org dizalimi sgt makbul. dan sejak itu aku tak pernah lupa utk berdoa agar dia diberikan balasan kerana menzalimi aku. (ok, please dont judge me. i was vulnerable then as i am now)
Till then,
She did comment on mine, didn't she?
ReplyDeleteShe called for a truce, and I agreed.
Well anyway, another friend of mine is so much worst. Called me insensitive and all when I commented that pregnant ladies should minimise their complaints to the world. Terus sentap as if I dedicated it for her. shesssshhhhhhh..
oh.. rasa2nya...si blogger yg menggelarkan dirinya 'beauty with the brain' tu kan... sbb saya jugak sgt touching membacanya sebelum dia delete itu entry... huhu..
ReplyDelete:) (senyum)
ReplyDeleteshe prayed for me u know, jgn marah. heh! aku pon konpius lepastu. bukan ke baru lepas kutuk ko. astu die doakan aku plak. aku pon same je mcm ko mase tu. hehe, taksure la die ikhlas ke tak, kalau ikhlas timekasih, kalau x ikhlas..stop being a hypocrite sudah. we never hated them yg pregnant ni. (of coz i dont hate u now!) tapi their statement against us tuh. well they also hated our statements against them..JADI?
like being annoyed for reading their status. kompem diorg kata "yg diorg ni jeles pehal? sukeati aku la nak tulis ape pun kat fb! sape suroh tak pgnant?! taksuke jgn baca!"
jd kite pun leh la kate gitu balik kat dia.
same je pun. aku bengang psl kau pregnant, kau plak bengang psl aku bengang dgn org yg pregnant-yg-suke-berlagak. adil lah tu.
lohhh kenapa ni..sori la sy tak baca semua komen2 org yg dimaksudkan..tp kalau sy..sy juga turut terasa..sbb sy pun benci ppuan peknen yg berlagak!!
ReplyDeletesalam kenal..
ReplyDeletekadang2 pompuan preggy ni dah rasa cukup hebat lebih2 lagi klu kita yang kawin dulu dr dia..
berubah lah.. kang terjangkit kat anak pulak.. huhu
papaya: owh did she? erm, takpela, not that i want to be blabbering bitch whom bitching about her, tp just wonder, sbb die benci sgt2 kat aku yg ttc dlu.
ReplyDeletehikari: thats the one.
jay: she did? owh, aku tekejut. maybe she simply hate my guts kot. aku tatau plak ade wat salah kat die ke ape. cumenye, yg aku tau, mmg aku tak anti-preggers people mcm die tuduh. duhhh.
fika: owh, itu cerita once upon a time. :D
aidanisme: taklah. hormon changes maybe?
u know what, aku rase korang should minta maaf to each other sbb masing2 marah mase tu kan...dia pun dah nak due, n ko pon taklama lagi nak beranak..mmg la kite mcm bengang gile kan tp aku harap ko dah maafkan die la, n aku harap gak die dah maafkan ko so that both of u could beranak dgn rase tak berdose dgn sape2 :) *tibe2 aku mcm baik* gagagga
ReplyDeletehahahaa. ok, aku rasa ko baik sbb ko amik neb 2jam sekalik. the drugs have gotten into ur mind.
ReplyDeleteeh, takla. :P
aku keras hati. lagik2 bila org carik pasal dgn aku walhal aku sikit tak carik pasal dgn org. maksudnye, kalo nk tergolek telanjang sekalik pun, itu org tu punye pasal, tp kalo ttibe kaco hidup aku tak semena2, aku akan hangin gile. ok, itu satu kelemahan aku.
in her case, aku tak rasa pun aku ganggu hidup die, suddenly punya hebat die maki2 aku kat blog die. lebey kot! takpe la, Allah ada, dan Maha Mengetahui.
betol gak! kalo aku jd ko pon aku rase gitu.
ReplyDeleteye la cara maki tu mcm la ko sorg je yg TTC yg ber'perasaan' begitu.aku rase semue org yg TTC dlm dunia ni rase bende same. just bcoz die takpenah rase, die bole ckp besar. lom dia yg kena lagi..cube kalo die smpai skg tak pgnant2 lagi n tgk org2 sekeliling dia semue pgnant astu makcik2 lak asik tanye2 bila??bilaa?? aku rase lagi terok dari kite gaknye tah2 tgk org mengandung pon die dah rase miserable nak rodok perot org ke ape ke...hahahhh (eh ape terok beno mulot aku ni)
xpe la harap2 pasni die dah tak sangke mcm tu lah kat orglain. doakan die baik2. :-"
(aku dah kuar wad! dah tak neb dah aku mcm gelak sorg2 bace komen *baik* aku atas nih! hahahahah :P)
hahah. tu la pasal. ko baik sbb the drugs has gotten into your mind :p
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