Weird Much!

ok, entry sedikit tidak berbaur baik. 

ive noticed lately, while browsing tru my little TTC circle's blogs, something yg membuat hati sedikit tercuit. tp diam je. then tonight, hati melonjak2 bertanya.

ok, masih igt cite perempuan gile yg sedang pregnant sembur & maki aku kat blog die dlu? dan selamba kate aku anti-pregger people and that aku ni menolak ketentuan Ilahi dengan selamba nk mengata org pregnant? dan dia tak paham camne org ttc benci preggers but wanted so much to be pregnant? (ok, some of the accusations simply doesnt make sense. but her beloved follower pun ikut sama maki aku mcm2. owh, btw, god knows how she poisons our friends' mind in making them believe im anti-pregnant women. as if being ttc isnt enough, she simply made my life hell. bodoh punye pompuan gile!)

and now, she suddenly pop outs out of the blue and comments on some of my TTC friend's blog.

weird much! i tot she simply hated ttc people like us.

ok, adakah hidden agenda dimana-mana?

bukan apa, aku taknak org lain dimaki2 dan diburuk2kan mcm aku.
seyes aku nangis bengkak2 mata time tu.
lagik2 lepas die siap kate aku no-good-woman-whom-mmg-takkan-dapat-baby.
mcm bodoh ok!

some said, it was due to her pregnancy that she change into that beast, tp bagi aku, bila kita dizalimi, berdoalah, sebab doa org dizalimi sgt makbul. dan sejak itu aku tak pernah lupa utk berdoa agar dia diberikan balasan kerana menzalimi aku. (ok, please dont judge me. i was vulnerable then as i am now)

Till then, 

PruLady

Sape Penah dgr pasal PruLady?

erm, tadik google pasal prulady, dan come across this website. erm, byk rupenye kegunaan prulady nih. silap aku takde prulady, kalo tak, ectopic aritu, sure boleh cover. hurm.. dan, aku rasa, byk kebaikan utk mereka yg ttc sbaner. jom tgk.

Plan	1	2	3	4
Lifetime Limit	RM25,000	RM50,000	RM75,0000	RM100,000
Female Illness Benefit 1) Female cancer - cancer of breast, cervix uteri, fallopian tube, ovary, uterus & vagina/vulva	100%
2) Systematic Lupus Erythematosus with Lupus Nephritis	100%
3) Rheumatoid Arthritis with Complication	100%
4) Facial Reconstruction Surgery due to Accident	Reimburse up to 100%
5) Skin Grafting due to Burns	Reimburse up to 100%
6) Skin Grafting due to Cancer	Reimburse up to 100%
7) Carcinoma-in-situ of Breast or Cervix Uteri	30%
8) Pregnancy Complication - Disseminated intravascular coagulation - Extopic pregnancy - Hydatidiform mole - Death of foetus (after 195 days of  pregnancy) - Death of child (within 30 days after birth)	30%
9) Infant Congenital Illnesses (survive more than 30 days after birth and and diagnosed within 2 years after delivery)   - Ventricular septal defect - Atrial septal defect - Down's syndrome - Spina bifida - Tetralogy of fallot - Transposition of the great vessels	30%
10) Life-stage Benefits - Marriage benefit - Childbirth benefit - Retrenchment benefit - Divorce benefit - Benefit of spouse's death	3% per event subject to 2 events per life
11) Death Benefit/PRUdisability plus	100%
12) Moneyback Benefit at Expiry Date	Refund total premiums paid less any claims made

 erm, tak pasti kesahihan die lagik. still waiting for my prudential agent for more info. sbbnye, mmg nk upgrade ke prulady la rasanya. nnti lepas die dah bagi penerangan, i shall update.


Till then,

Gonal-F

for next cycle, doc cadangkan amik gonal.

mahal tak? sesape penah amik, dan bukan dekat LPPKN, bole share bape harge die?

Till then,

Nak tanye sket bole?

ala, tak banyak, sket je. tp sikit shy la nk tanye...

1. kowang pakai lingerie tak? *blushh*
2. kalo pakai beli kt ne? online ke?
3. i nk promote bole tak? *blushhh even more*

Till then,

Implementation Bleeding Vs. Period

Implantation bleeding, also called implantation spotting, does not look like a regular menstrual period. Implantation bleeding is scanty and usually pink or brownish discharge.

so,

if it look like this, is it implementation bleeding or just the beginning of a period?

dear friends, please do advise.

thanks in advance,

Do's and Dont's of having Infertile Friend

(source from here)

Do ask me how I'm doing and let me know that you are there to listen.

Do give me the time and space to share when I want to, and if I want to. Respect my privacy and refrain from judging.

Do help me by distracting me with your friendship. Meet me for a coffee. Take me window shopping. Gossip with me on the phone. Do everything you can NOT to avoid me. I need your support.

It's as simple as that. Just help me to feel loved right now, because I really need it. This has been one of the most isolating times in my life. And I'm not sure it'll ever be over...



Don't ask me if I'm pregnant, or speculate with others. This hurts me more than you could ever know. Plus, it makes me feel fat. When the time comes, I'll share the blessed news. But being asked all the time if I am pregnant is a constant reminder that I am NOT.

Don't feel compelled to share the latest "get pregnant" trick. Believe me, we've tried them all. Putting my feet up. Simultaneous orgasms. Drinking raspberry leaf tea. OPK sticks. Fertility monitors. Pineapple juice. Vitamin B. Acupuncture. Chinese herbs. Cutting out caffeine. Going on a vacation. If I had a dollar for every trick we've tried, we could afford to travel in Europe for the summer.

Don't tell me to relax. Until you've suffered the sorrow of trying fruitlessly for years, you'll never know the anxiety and the stress that yet another period causes. The fear of not being able to have a child can be all encompassing. There's nothing relaxing about seeing everyone around you get pregnant, or attending the tenth baby shower of the year, after having looked at yet another negative HPT. Relaxing is impossible.

Don't tell me I can always adopt. It's easy for many of you to say; you've likely felt the joy of feeling your baby kick you for the first time, or marveled at the way your baby giggles just like his daddy. Your mother has probably said to you "She has her great-grandma's dimples!", or your father has said "He has his mama's temper!" These are the things that I want to experience. Adoption isn't right for everyone.

If you are pregnant, don't tell me that you're ready for it to be over. Right now, I would kill for the chance to have swollen feet or heartburn. I would love to feel the goo of the ultrasound gel on my big belly. I'd revel at being able to actually wear maternity clothes, not just touch them and wish. Don't take for granted your pregnancy - it really is a miracle.

If you are pregnant, please don't share every detail with me. While I really am happy for you, it doesn't help me to hear all about the things that I fear I will never get to experience. Don't tell me that you could feel your baby being conceived, or that your cravings are getting stronger, or that your prenatal yoga classes are making your baby dance in your tummy. It'll just make me feel guilty that I feel sad about your happiness.

Don't tell me that you feel sorry for me when we are at a baby shower. I don't need your pity. I need your understanding. I need your distraction. I need your love and support. I need your shoulder to cry on, or your ear to bend. I need you to be a friend.

Mrs A said: totally agreed. 110% agreed!

Till then,

Biodex

jom try Biodex?


anyone penah try? bole cite?


Till then,